Today is the day that I get to be weight bearing again. That means I get to walk!! I am excited and a little nervous. I've been told it will be painful, which makes sense. My knee and muscles haven't been used fully in 6 weeks. I've been going to PT, which is helping me with my flexibility, but it's not 100% yet. I have a lot of fluid in my knee from not walking and scar tissue. Walking it going to be interesting.
But I realized today, there is a lot I have been putting off until I can walk. So much of my life has been on hold for 6 weeks. Don't get me wrong, I've done a lot. But not as much as before. Some of that was out of necessity, but some of it was out of frustration and fear.
So today I'm feeling all the feels - I'm beyond excited to start walking, nervous about the unknowns of today, fear of pain, and grateful that this season is finally over.
HUGS!!!
